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Beeing gay in Croatia might be problematic, but is it the fact that im sexually different oriented or just the fact that I'm just myself, without acting, that makes life such a riddle? Follow me through my life and help me discover my role in this whole story called life.

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07.01.2007., nedjelja

Not ready to make nice!

Just got back from my vacation in my hometown Switzerland. Things definitely changed. We lost a good friend and the worst thing about that is that there is no going back, there is no more space for an apologize. I'm not ready to make nice. Being abroad and watching the situation from far away and not having the control is not that easy and the worst thing about that is that I still want to be a part of everything.

I had quite fun days, at least it was to short. I saw a person which was very close to me and now we're just friends. Feeling his touch and looking him in the eyes recalled memories from good past times.

He asked me about my new boyfriend and about my intentions with him, I didn't know what to answer I felt that kind of uncomfortable that I lied. He said that there is still space and hope for us two, maybe one day will find ourselves together again. I was surprised about this sentence as I broke up with him. How strong must feelings be to forgive and forget? I always said that I'm to good to forgive and that i won't, we'll see about that.

I’ve some strange feelings about some things and I have to figure out if they’re true, so I have to go, see ya soon.

Cowboys & kisses

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