Me, myself and I...
Beeing gay in Croatia might be problematic, but is it the fact that im sexually different oriented or just the fact that I'm just myself, without acting, that makes life such a riddle? Follow me through my life and help me discover my role in this whole story called life.

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...searching the meaning of life!

29.12.2006., petak

The (s)Ex-File

Sharing sexual and emotional feelings with a person is a very intimate and personal thing. Breaking up is even more emotional and full of hurt. Seeing this person again and again after a break-up and trying to build a healthy relationship as friends is harder than I thought that it would be.

Yesterday my ex came over and we were sitting in my apartment, the place where we had sex, where we promised us to love each other till the end of time and now we’re just sitting there and drinking coffee. A strange feeling without explanation. How to interpret his looks, is there still something? It’s always hard to leave a person although you still love him. But anyway, past is past.

The good thing about closing a door is that another one opens, and you never know what’s behind. Fortunately I had luck and I found just the best. Right now I’m listening to Nelly Furtados new song “All good things (come to an end)” which matches quite the topic. A good old friend of mine asked me if it’s true; will all good things have an end? Is there an answer on this question? Where’s the guarantee that everything lasts forever? So never mind and enjoy every second of your life!

Wish you a nice evening.

One love

Queen of the night

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27.12.2006., srijeda

Here I am (once again)!

Congratulations to myself, I just got my very first own blog wave

I really don't know what was my intention to start it, I guess boredom or just solitude. Anyway, now I'm here. You'll have a look into my life and you'll share all of my everyday situations. I'll tell you about my feelings and my innermost reflections.

And so that was Christmas, another holiday full of stress and tears. Every year's the same, a lot of unnecessary expenses and everybody's talking about presents. It seems to me that we're trying to compete in buying the best or most expensive present, just to show our dears that we love them! Is that really the way to show somebody how much we love them? Isn't it ironic? Of course we have to go out on Christmas Eve and we have to look the best way possible; if you're shoes doesn't match you're belt you won't be placed in the "Elite" of town. Not going to church means that you're not a Christian, no matter if your vocabulary's consisting to 90% of fu... and sh..., you have to go to church, just to approve your surrounding that you're a good person.

I'm so sick of all this stereotypes. Every Christmas I feel like the Grinch (btw. you have to watch the movie...A MUST). I'm sitting alone at home crying in hope that everything’s over a soon as possible.

Otherwise, I got the most beautiful present this Christmas that I've ever got and that wasn't buyed with money...I found my new boyfriend. Honey, I love you most of all! kiss

So folk, that's all 4 today.

Good night and greets!

The Grinch smijeh

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